November 2010
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Boo
Since it’s Halloween, I feel obligated to contribute something to the dark and mystical overtones of the day. I draw from my own personal experience as always. My childhood home that I lived in until I was 14 was the beginning.
Let me get this out of the way:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis
That article makes claims that it’s all in our heads. Literally. Just a...
October 2010
What do I do when I should be sleeping and it's... →
Fancy That
Heh. So, I ran into my old classmate bully the other day. The world is very, very small. Even when living in a city of millions, if the Universe wants, you will see someone again.
I was getting out of my parked car across from my mom’s house, and a car was approaching. I paused to let it go by, and a voice called out to me, “Amber?”
I glanced at the driver, but the voice was...
Post Mortem
The time that is not today or tomorrow is the past. The past is dead. But the dead talk, sometimes. Chattery fucks.
I’m a little teary-eyed because I made the mistake of seeing what the rest of Tumblr had to say about different kinds of trauma/abuse. That search engine worked a little too well. All abusers should be forcibly sterilized while conscious without painkiller. I’m not...
Exit
I hate when something completely unrelated to my life makes me think about the past. It wouldn’t hurt if I only had one thought…. but it’s a ripple effect that forces me to consider many events and past deeds against me. To be specific, it makes me think about my mom.
Pinches. Nose-twistings. Hair-pullings. A swollen hand from her metal-edged ruler. Bloody welts from whatever...
Am I a chocoholic because I want this for... →
Age Neutral?
I need new glasses. The ones I’m wearing are three years old; they’re my spares and I like them. My main pair was accidentally bent when I slept on them; they’re 4 years old, and I have yet to get them re-adjusted. I know.
I have a referral from my doctor for an ophthalmologist, but her appointments are far in the future and she’s never open on the weekends. So...
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